A new start

Well life still have to go on...look forward and move on!!today woke up,felt very tired and dont feel like going sch..but still have to lar,went sch got lab..but i dont knw wht was i doing sia..die,go sch dont knw learning wht..after lesson slack at the canteen till 5 with my friends..was thinking about stuff lar...lol..at 5.10pm time to head home le...home sweet home

Friday-Sunday

Friday I was late for sch again =.=,actually i woke up early de,then i off my alarm and went back to slp.zz,in the end i woke up at 8.15am..die lor,clear 2 leaves in my 1st week back to sch..after sch we went to eat lunch and after lunch i was like going to faint and wanted to vomit..dont knw wht happened also,nvm lor..we walked to the sch library after lunch to do our mct things and also to checked the internet for movie timeslot..in the end only dan,me,ming zhong and kendrick went to e-hub to watch I love you man at 1 plus...the movie is very funny..lol,just that got a lot of vulgarities...after movie went back home lor..use laptop and play dota..lol..then sat i woke up late then use laptop till 6 plus go have dinner with edmund,then after dinner head back to map's house to slack..lol..we were discussing about the movie on mon,as transformer is a new movie and is always full..so we had to buy in advance.at 10pm watch boys over flower at his house then at 11.15pm edmund and i left his house and went to mac..had to buy supper for my sister and i bought myself a Oreo macfurry..hahas,weather too hot,need ice cream to cool myself..went home pass food,bath and use laptop again..lol..as usually played dota lor..sunday morning lazy to get up,just laid on the bed till 12 plus then wash up and used laptop,checked the movie seats and play dota..at 3 plus went to help my mum till 4 plus then head home to eat my lunch...late le,was suppose to meet edmund and map at amk hub to buy transformer tickets for monday..in the end i met them at 5 plus..lol..well in the end we bought 6 tickets for tml and are all couple seats for 6 guys!..lol..then went dinner with my parents at amk ave 10 market,ate fish soup with a bowl of rice then head home le...use laptop again,watched tv and chat on msn..Hmmmm,whatever fear you have,I would wish to help you over come it and move forward together..tml got sch sian,at 8am somemore..can die ar.nt yet bath also..time to go le...need to slp soon..

Tired

Today was late for sch,was really very late...woke up at 9.30am by my nephew..haiz,forge to set alarm then sleep till so shiok..lol..woke up saw the time 9.30am die liao..lesson at 10am and I just woke up..got up of my bed,straight go and wash up,bath,change pack back and took my bread and leave the house.was 10am when i reach amk hub to take bus 25 and in the end i reach class at 11.05am..55mins to end of class..went in and asked my friend for my result and I failed...haiz,2 papers out of 3 le..die lar..this sem i really can die if i dont buck up..have to wake up le...after icapp was apel,sian lar,chiong the assignment yet the teacher say next week hand up..basket wasted my time to do last night.ZZZZ...apel lesson only lasted 20mins..go sch for less than 2 hours then free le..after apel we went to the canteen and slack,i ate my bread for my lunch then sat there till 1pm then go home..reach home used laptop awhile then go sleep till 6.15pm..wake up go my aunt house to see my nephew and watch tv till 7 plus then go home use laptop and eat dinner lor..using laptop till now.....

Second day of sch

Today school start at 2pm in fact it was actually 12pm de just that I don't wanna go lecture..lol..lazy lar and tired really tired..dont really feel like waking up lor..haiz,went to sch attend telecom lab then at 3.30pm lesson end..go eat liao..lol.hungry ar,went to bread board to eat a plate of spaghetti then chit chat with my friend till 5pm like that then head to the bus stop to take bus down to juntion 8,meeting yushi and want to buy bag a jeans...reach juntion 8 at 6 plus then yushi came after 10mins or so..went to levis signature there,see a the slim jeans and tried a few..wanted to get 2 jeans de,2 for $99.90 ma..cheap..lol..not I pay,mum paying lol..but in the end yushi get 1 and I get 1..get 2 jeans like a lot lor..hahas..he got the same slim as me just that his zip is button...then go zinc shop to see bag but couldnt find 1 i like,decided to go back to hub as we are going to meet ken and gou ren for dinner..we reached hub at 7.55pm but ken and gou ren not yet reach so decided to go the bag shop on the second level,was looking around and yushi saw 1 which was nice and simple..tried it and decided to buy it and ken and gou ren reached le.gou ren also said the bag is nice..lol..fast right..like throwing $$ into the sea..that bag cost $45.90 but i like it lar..hahas,got my bag and jeans le..time to eat dinner..lol..hungry le,we walked to the coffee shop near courts,ate chicken rice...lol..broke le,so on buget..drank lemon tea while the rest drank Heineken..lol..too bad i dont drink beer de..after eating we chit chat then was like wanted to walk walk but in the end go radiers to play..lol..play till 11 plus then we all head home..wee,reached got things to do also...bath and faster do my apel assignment..just finished it and going to slp le..waking up at 7 plus..haiz...again 4-5 hours slp..everyday like i really can die soon but before i die i will still continue to wait and wait till the day comes^^

Last day of holiday

Was woken up by a very very weird and scary dream...in the dream what happen was I was going to climb up a stairway and in front of me a guy but he was like very weak or rather dying,so I offer my help and let him lean on my shoulder while I walk him up,then suddenly he couldn't walk and was falling off my shoulder.so I held him and tried to place him on the ground to let him rest or call for help,as I was going to place him on the ground,I saw a body being hung by a hook by the wall and the body was wearing the same clothes as the guy that I helped,as I saw that body the guy just suddenly fall on me and pin me to the ground,as that happen I couldn't get up and I somehow saw a lady reaching out to grab me...That was the time I really woken up...WTF man,that was the scariest dream I ever had and I don't wish to have it again..it somehow tells me something bad is gonna to happen or that is how I'm suppose to die..when I woke up I trying to recap how I get that dream but in the end I couldn't think of any...I nv tell my dad but I did tell my mum,her reaction was like nth..lol..maybe because she thinks it was just a dream..the afternoon I was just playing dota with map then ate lunch at 4 plus ba.lol..then back to dota all the way till 9 then i eat my dinner then thats all lor..haiz,going to sch tml...sian lar..In just 5hours and 30mins I have to wake up..haiz...tired and sian lar..

Saturday

Was waiting a msg but she forgotten about it..hahas..the day was short for me,woke up and wash up then eat and played dota with map...after playing went his house to visit him..lol..that guy ar,dont knw what he doing...Friday we went cycling then it was 8.10pm we decided to head home...when i reach home,i received a call from map and the new was he fell down..lol..somemore it was just 1 road away from his home...think he was looking out for his jelly or other girls ba..Wahahaa..lol..went his house slack awhile then went to optical shop to make his spec..lol,he ar,really dont knw wht spec to wear also..he dont even knw wht kind he is looking for..haiz..decided to bring him to amk hub as I was meeting edmund and ken for dinner also..we went to a optical shop called LOOK to look at more frames selection but didn't knw that the frames there were very good and exp.lol..in the end he didn't get his spec done..then edmund,ken and me ate dinner at a coffee shop near map's block...The whole day I was waiting for her msg =(...after dinner we went to map's house to slack played cards then all went home..lol..thats all lor..a short day I had..

Yesterday

This few days keep having sleepless night,thus will wake up late..usually in the morning then will go back to bed till 11-12 plus..yesterday woke up,wash up and eat then use laptop,played dota with map..then was thinking whether to go east coast park with map or nt..in the end I went...lol..reason to go there was just to enjoy the wind..lol...stupid right??too much time ba..while enjoying the wind,decided to msg her..though it was just a few msg I don't mind also,because she was outside and I understands that she is busy...she told me that her hair now very short and don't wish to go out le..haiz,was very sad at that moment,tried to console her and all but in the end still can change her mind..really weak at consoling ppl I guess..but in my heart she is always the most beautiful and best no matter what..that whole night was feeling a bit moody...tried to make her cheer up but I didn't knw it work or nt..haiz,disappointment in myself..can't do this and that,so much flaw within me...went to bed at 3.15am but still couldn't sleep was flipping around the bed and thinking about her..thats all for yesterday lor..quite a simple yet moody day..

Wednesday

Couldn't sleep in the morning till like 4-5 plus then fell asleep..thinking of her really can make me stay awake whole night..hahas..slept till 11 plus then woke up eat lunch and use laptop..was suppose to go clubbing with ee liang,jac,xiao yan,dan and kendrick today but decided not to go as there was a single which was more impt..chatted with her through msn and was really happy^^..read her blog and felt really really happy and also understand her position...all I can say was..I'm really happy!!!!!lol..after she sign out I went to watch the 9pm channel 8 drama..then went to bath and continue to use my laptop..played maple and leveled up then go dota...hmm,thats all for today lor..<3 her!^^

Shopping

Woke up at 10plus to go the toilet due to stomachache then went back to bed to sleep till 11plus..then I asked my mum what is for lunch and she said eating outside and want to go shopping..WOOO~,just nice I wanted to get 2 levis jeans and a braun buffel wallet..in the end went shopping with my elder sister and mum..we went to suntec and had lunch at the Asian kitchen at city link,after lunch I head to NUM to see slippers but in the end didn't get 1..lol..then we walk to suntec and went into gap..see see and in the end bought 4 T-shirts..hahas..not I pay,my mum paid it and it was on offer so just buy..lol..then my mum went to buy a shoe for herself and we continue to walk till Braun Buffel Boutiques and was seeing a few wallet design,then decided to take a look at the briefcase or bag and my mum saw 1 which was very nice and it really caught my attention..it was the SCHATTEN 36 model...was very nice ar and the price also..lol,at first I was thinking it cost $200 plus and my sister guessed it was at least $600plus..lol...too exp le ba,so I decided to ask the sales lady and she said it cost $339,also very exp..she also said it was a limited edition model and only had a few left..WA,can cry ar..my mind was thinking whether to change from buying a wallet to buying a briefcase instead..then I asked my mum,she say it was very nice and good but she is not going to pay for that..then I negotiate with her,saying half half lar,2,10 and 15 years of birthday present for that briefcase,I pay for the wallet she pay for the briefcase..lol..tried everything but in the end didn't change her mind..haiz..but still my sister and I got ourselves a wallet..YEAH!!then we went to winter wear shop to get my elder sister's stuff as she is going to Scotland in 2 months time for her uni studies,as she was choosing I was changing my wallet already..lol..can't wait to use the B.buffel wallet..Woot,now I can't put too much cards le..had to reduce to like max 8 cards in the wallet..then I heard the cashier told my mum the price all the stuff the sister chose,it was $487!!WTF,only 3-4 items $487!!!walao,then I was thinking can buy the briefcase already lor...haiz,nvm lor..was heading back home then decided to go Starbucks and grab a tea break..lol..after that we all head back to amk hub to had dinner with my dad..after dinner went to map's house to slack awhile before heading back to amk hub together with map to meet ken,yushi,yuen chung,jeffy and guo ren to watch monster vs alien.hahas,the movie was quite nice and funny and with the 3D glasses...after movie it was close to 12am then yuen chung was asking what is the answer le,follwed up by ken and yushi..hahas,in between got some details in which are better to keep it to myself..I don't mind waiting for 1 week or 1 month...see how lor..after they finished their food,we walk to ken's house the mac there and slack,this time map went home le..we were talking at the mac till 2.15am then we all start to head back home..as we walking it was like drizzling and we were all afraid it might rain heavily,so we walk faster and hope that it will not rain...walk walk and walk..and reach home le..lol..bath ate cheesecake and use laptop..that is all for today or rather yesterday..lol..Found the bag picture le,not very clear as it was taken from the website through my phone..can't really see the bull there.

BBQ with my secondary sch friends

Yesterday went to east coast park(ecp) to have a bbq,we all was suppose to meet at amk hub subway there but yushi was very late thus causing the girls to go to east coast 1st=(...in the end we guys reached ecp at 4 plus closing to 5pm and the food was already there..ecp was very crowded and the wind there is very strong and cooling..but I was a bit blur and forgetful ytd,due to thinking about another impt matter..So I'm sry for being blur and forgetful ytd ppl..sitting by the rock and feel the wind and watch the tide cashing against the rock makes me wanna think about life..hahas..when I sat there all my worries were gone,I just felt like sitting there and do nth and enjoy the wind but there was still 1 thing which I must do and was very very impt..I waited and waited but I was a bit nervous...till the moment I had to speak to her I wasn't prepare and I kinda screwed up what I was suppose to say..haiz,a disappointment in myself but at least I did say and I didn't regret it^^...so now I'll just wait for an answer

Dinner with family

Went to bakaroo for dinner with my family,it is near the bottle tree park headquarter...the air there is really very cooling,because it was near the sea...i ate a tenderloin beef which was medium rare cooked,was okay lar...what I like was the drink I ordered,the blue shark(tequila)...woot really nice sia,though the alcohol was quite strong,my younger ordered the blue moon also a tequila but hers was like wasted,syrup with alcohol...haiz,my elder sister ordered the tequila neat,at first I thought her will be stronger than mine but it wasn't true..mine is like 2 alcohol plus colouring while my elder sister's was just 1 type of alcohol....overall the place there was okay lar,a die die must try is the buffalo wing with the insanity spicy sauce..WOOT can high instantly ar...insanity is just level 3,there is still all the way till level 10..i wonder who can eat level 10 and what is the feeling like..lol...though there wasn't any service charge but the food there is not cheap..the cheapest set was the American fish&chip which is just $19.50..my beef was the most expensive among all the dishes we ordered..$35 for a 300gm beef..lol..overall the food was okay,environment was cooling(must sit outside then cooling)and the staff very are friendly..to go to the place you can only drive there or take a cab...lol...thats all for today..looking forward to a day when I can really go clubbing and drink till I drunk...haha

Holiday~

Finally holidays le...woot..my term test is screwed..lol,won't be surprise to see all fail.Still not fully recovered from my sickness,having sore throat but not as pain as last week..everyday at home either dota or maple..tml got water tech field trip..have to go to sch again..looking foward to sunday,hope its gonna be great and memorial day.Thought of a issue and thought of the best solution to it..being friends is still the best..no more hard feelings nor wishful thoughts,face the fact and walk down the path...back to the old me..happy go lucky..lol...no worries and lots of freedom

SICK!!!!

From Saturday night till today still sick,haiz..was having fever,headache,sore throat and giddiness..today can't even go take my maths paper...sian lor..doctor had given me 2 days mc,today and tml,and if by tml i'm still feeling well i think i don't need to sit for term test le..haiz...at home want to study also cant,watch tv also cant...only can slp and slp..no appetite also..hope i recover asap..